Well emotions are speeding up a little.
They finally moved from this long stagnation.

I can see love in the distance, but still far, far away.
On the horizon.

I don't know if it will reach me or get lost on the way. But seeing it coming from the miles away makes me think.
That maybe this time, maybe, I will be ready for it.
But it's just a guess.
Maybe this time i will be ready to face it, to take it calmly and it will work.

my subscription is running out tomorrow. i won't be rebuying it - i can't afford that. thanks once more to for 3 months of fun!

my childhood is definiately finished - i'm starting studies in October - that's for sure since today.

changes, changes, changes...

along with my musical soul.

we're drinking nitric acid, laughing at tomorrow,
checking out the taste of that little drop of poison.

i like the word.
i like the feeling.